Innocent Body....Nobody...To Somebody

I know how it feels to cry,

I know how it feels to not even know why.

Over Powered by my fears,

So I kept quiet for many years.

Hurt so much, touched so much. Taking all the blame.

Love God, Trust God…but I couldn’t because things weren’t the same.

Pushed the thoughts back…buried the memories deep.

Don’t want to feel this hurt, don’t want 2 weep.

How could one be so cruel to a 6 year old little girl?

Fucked up my life…destroyed my world.

No one knew of the repetitious acts…from six to fourteen,

And you wondered why I was so mean.

I didn’t know how to react to this pain,

I want to scream help but couldn’t call anyone’s name.

Why be good when all I’d known was bad.

How did u expect me to smile when I was so sad?

Family is important, couldn’t tear it apart,

I’d be fine; I only got a shattered world & a broken heart!

“Don’t touch me, you can’t look at me”

YES!!! I understand you didn’t do this to me!

But them snatching away my flower panties is all my eyes will let me see!

I just wanted happiness & I wanted it to last,

But that was impossible because I was drowning in my past.

Thought I’d moved on and gotten over it all.

But just the other day it was like I felt my heart fall.

All the memories rushed my brain at one time,

Causing me to forget all the happiness that had become mine.

But I’m stronger now than I’ve ever been.

There’s a new strength within!

Back then, I couldn’t see,

But now I see how much God Favors me!

I'm In Love w/ This Song & Video! Timothy Bloom Til the End of Time!

~YeS...I Mean It~

If I say I Love you.....I Love You

If I Say I Need You....I Need YOU!

If I Say I Want You....I Want You!

Come Closer

I Love You....Yes I Mean It!! <3

*Diamonds Are Forever* 3/28/11

New Mixtape~ Diamonds Are Forever: Dropping 3/28/11
:) The Baddest Chick!! Muuwwaah Love You T! <3
xoxo

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~Be Careful~ God Is Watching :)

LoL you're a total [Moocher]
Mooching Your Way Across America!!
Pretending As If Life Is So Peachy!
Bragging About Your None Exsiting Possesions!
Oh How Funny My Dear, Your True Being
Was Revealed To Us In A Dream!
Your Face Shown So Very Clear! Your Nagging Voice
Pierced The Ear! You're A Fake, You're A Liar & Oh So Much Do You Talk!
We Seen Right Through You. You Can Barely Crawl Yet You Try To Walk!
Shame On You...Shame On You! Naughty Girl Naughty Girl Look What You've Gotten Yourself Into! I Hear...Soon You Will Too! The sirens Have Rung...You Cursed Yourself With Your Own Tongue! Your Actions Were Evil! Your Intentions Were Worse! You Didnt Know Who I Was...Now I See You Staring...Speechless From The Back Of The Hurst! ;-)

Muwahhh! "Touch Not My Anointed Ones" "You Shall Reap What You Sow"

*BackAche*

To Be Betrayed Is One Horrible Feeling To Know...
I have many scares on my back to show.
I give my all & I always end up broken...torn!

I Only Grow Wiser & Stronger Each Time....
Dont Worry...
Because,This Time...I'm fine...

We're One

“Don’t smile. You’re not pretty enough. Don’t go out. You’re style’s no good.”

I’m here to feed your addiction: your addiction to shun yourself from the world! I crave to let you be a miserable girl. My negative energy only feeds off your fear. So I become stronger every time you shed an insecure tear. I will fall back if you were to stand up. I observe and know your potential. When you shout and try to escape, I’m forced to shut up. But I’m a pessimist to your glory and joy. I will not let you succeed. I’d much rather watch you die slow while I drown in laughter as you bleed. I’m on this journey to the top, but you’re a pestering obstacle and you just interrupt. Haven’t you figured out who I am yet? I’m cruel, deceiving, and very corrupt. I’m your enemy…..Insecurity! :)